Things I wish I could say but I never could.
I’m not really a part of anything anymore am I? I wish I could figure out what I did to make you want me in only half of your life, if that. If it weren’t for you being here, I think my loneliness would drive me mad. I don’t understand why after a year and a half of not even bothering to talk to me, you all of a sudden want to be best friends again. It’s not going to fly...
I'm an engine driver.
I always thought you’d be the person I’d see the world with. I thought you’d be the person I took my first plane or train with. The one person I’d have endless adventures with… for some reason? I know that it’ll never happen now because we lost our friendship so fast but I still wish. And that’s okay…
Too little, too late.
So, I’ve come to realize a few things in the past week. Most of them kind of suck, but I think I needed them. It’s time for me to just let go. There’s no point in trying to keep people who don’t want to be here, around. I thought if I tried hard enough that everything would be just fine and we would level back out but we didn’t and we won’t. I think I’ll...
"Dinner is ready!".
FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD.