September 2010
20 posts
Wellp.
There’s so many people I miss right now and I want to see so very badly. I want to tell them but I can’t because I know they don’t miss me.
Ho hum.
My double rainbow.
Something marvelous hit me today. I think I have a talent. I think makeup just may be my talent. I’ve never really considered it before, but as I watched my classmates struggle with color placements and just the overall application of makeup, I realized that maybe my skill level is a bit above average. It’s a good feeling, an amazing feeling. I’ve never really felt good at...
Things.
Have changed for me & that’s okay. I feel the same, I’m on my way.
I give up on you. When you have time for me, let me know.
So, sow, sough, saw, see, say, so.
What’s my deal? I’ve been cussing like a sailor, drinking like an alcoholic. I want something simple and calm but I want everything exciting. I want to have somebody here with my but I want to be alone for a while. I want things to be like the used to but I want something new. I don’t think I know what I want. And I’m sad.
It's crazy.
That I love wearing lipstick now and a year ago, I would not put anything other than chapstick on my lips. How daring.
“Have you ever been so used by somebody? So used that it made you numb. And it...”
– Lady Gaga (via wellhauntlikeliberace) (via fuckyeahladygaga)
