Song and a note.
Walks on the beach as you bury your heart in the sand, and bury our love in the past, I’ll always be your biggest fan.
I think I’ve been looking at this all wrong. It’s not other people, it’s me. I’m toxic. Everything bad comes from me. It seeps. And I’ve just been blaming everyone else for it. I’m ashamed and embarrassed. I’m so sorry.
Ben: Haha!Then what are you doing now??
Myself: Watching a show called Weeds.
Ben: Sound like weird
Myself: Haha it's very very good!
Ben: What the story talking about?
Myself: It's about a lady who has to sell drugs and it sounds boring but it's soooo good.
Ben: Eh...the girl sell drug??
Ben: Is it Ke$ha??
Give up on boys. They’re just no good. And a lot of them are just creepers.
Cars, cars, cars.
I was thinking yesterday… Have you ever thought about how much trust you have to put in a person to ride as a passenger in their car? You kind of put your life in their hands, you have to trust that they can and will drive properly. Odd, I just never realized it before.
I really need to start focusing on my main goal, which is improving my skills with make up so that I can become a make up artist. I’ve let myself be way too distracted by silly things that I could but wont change. I’ve let it kind of control my life as of lately and that needs to stop. For the first time in my life, I have enough confidence in myself and skills to actually set goals...